and i am going to cure the retardation of my development

ive always fancied myself as someone who lived the high life, or as close to it as i can get at this age.

expensive clothes, exclusive clubs.

but that is enough. i am not one who could afford to live like that, financially or emotionally.

from now on, more Saturdays would be spent in my room, reading novels that i have wanted to read since last year but havent gotten down to.

book, beer, bed.

perhaps then i would find enough ideas and words to blog more regularly